I don't know

I want to know if the world is of truth.
Is the world an illusion?
I realize how we enjoy our youth.
In my opinion it's all fiction

I don't need you and of your certainties.
But, you do me good.
We commit some atrocities
But, I understood.

My thought is slow!
But, the ideas of everyone around me too.
Hackneyed sentence, I know…
But, I love you!

Don't die!
Don't drink!
Don't cry!
Don't think!